What do u think about my life?

I'm always labled "emo" at school by the way I look dress and act. I've been stabbed in my thigh in the hall at school for being "emo" and was left to bleed to death when they found me I barely had a pulse and was in a coma for a mont and a half..I've had almost all my friends kill themselves because of dumbass people..I'm abused by my dad..I cut and attempted suicide to many times to count..